ready

i'm so ready for the next step.
job, college, even homework (that idea wont last long).
i like this handle on life. i'm not quite sure which way to steer it (i don't know about my major as much anymore. i have so many options, i just don't know where to start and where it's gonna end. i want to be happy when i'm 40, and i'm sure my occupation is going to have a lot to do with that). seeing every go off to college, especially shell, makes me see how old we've gotten. it's pretty exciting, and i'm ready for it betchesss!

it feels nice

so i'm hired for shadle!.. after i finish the background check, investigation, etc.

and i get paid for working at the garage sale this week.

and then i will have a job on the 5th from CMS, and hopefully continue that as a part time job.

and next week my dad goes in for a meeting with the surgeon to talk about his NPH surgery :)

and hopefully in the next two weeks i'll finish the math tests at sfcc.

and then i go with jon to oregon and see shelly.

and school starts soon!

and then i sigh and think about how nicely everything is going and how super excited i am for everything that is coming up :) YAY!

awesome

being left out of a y.o.u group that i have loved so much for over six months is like a freaking high school click all over again. it's really unfair and immature. i honestly don't understand it.

i love

ROB PAULSON <3

18 years

so it wasn't a very eventful day.
but i had 17 birthday shout-outs on facebook and myspace.. and still counting. i think it's better to feel loved than entertained right??

yay for 18 years of life! wooo!

if

if i could blame it on the anemia

my sigh of relief would create a wind storm.
please?