Hey there!

I've missed you Mr.Blog. My apologies. I'll definitely start writing again. I've been so busy with band and school and AP Gov and blahblahblah. And when certain things happened that I was so frustrated about, I didn't feel like updating. But I'm going to now. I'm pretty content at the moment. I have wonderful friends, a boy I like, I'm not failing school, and Halloween is coming up.

Babysitting

Tonight it consists of blogging, going on myspace, eating other people's food, playing Wii guitar hero, playing Wii Play, and trying not to fall asleep till my cousins get home. I need to talk to them about when I'm leaving tomorrow, and then I'm going to bed. [In a bedroom with a TV and I can listen to my iPod]. I'll probably call Cody too. I'll wake up in the morning, drive home, and try to hurry for my dad to pick me up for church. It's a hard life. Lol biggest challenge is staying awake till one. I'm about ready to pass out haha.

August

Six days til my birthday and it's kind of depressing. I'm not gonna be here. I'm at journalism camp, all by myself, with no one I know, with an unknown roomate, in a unairconditioned dorm. I've been unhappy and bitchy lately, and taking it out on a certain someone. But that certain someone has been pretty harsh back. It's just a cycle (like the little green recycling icon). We'll be okay. I love that person too much to ever let them go. I'm done being a bitch anyway.

Cody Patrick Walsh

Makes me happy.

More than like... ever.
Yes.

I LOVE

Ellie and Shelly. Alot.

They have always been there for me. I had no idea how much I missed them, until I realized how long its actually been since we've hung out the three of us. Like old times. The triplets, the Three Stooges, and our most hated name of all: my three little freshmen (Becky Bova makes me wanna ralph). And they're unlike all my other friends. I mean I have many different connections, and relationships with others, but they get me. I get them. I need them, and they need me. Without any one of us, we would be incomplete. They say three isn't a good number, but it couldn't be more perfect with us.

Not only that, but I feel so lucky and so blessed to be seeing all my other friends so much lately. Today I get to see Kara and later Jess. Tomorrow I get to see Adrianna, Meg, and Cody.

Lalalalalalalah life is wonderful.

Today

Today is one of those days where everything feels so right.

Gotta love it.

I Can't Believe

how many stupid decisions you've made.
how you make me embarrassed to talk about hanging out with you.
how I don't want to tell people I'm friends with you anymore.
how you've left all of us behind for stupid sex crazed freaks.
how you just talked to me in the middle of me typing this.
how you've let yourself go that far.
how you could give away something so special.
how I still love you with all my heart.
...Please use your brain.