Emotionally Drained

My mind is filled with so many thoughts. It's bearing down on me and taking a toll. I want to fix everything that is broken right now, but I have no idea how!

I leave

tomorrow for Disney.

And for those who noticed I linked by blog to facebook. So if you want my REAL blog to see all the posts go to savingmygeneration.blogspot.com... it's better.

I'm trying to figure out the camera for digital media and it's fricking me over. The lighting is bad. I have the ISO up pretty high and it is being cranky and making lots of things dark. Cause I wanna do a fast motion in like reg-dark lighting and i turn the shutter speed up for fast motion and then idk to do with the aperture then. And it is a F4 not F2 for the lowest? WTF? Nobody even knows what I'm talking about but there ya go. I'm angry at it. I wish I could throw it. Lol.

Bipolar

Relationship.

Shit.

Working

I'm trying to do homework and applications and scholarships. Its nice to stay busy and keep my mind off of sad stuff. I like the feeling of accomplishment. For some reason I want a busy schedule.