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Snow Day!

I spent over three hours of it on myspace!

Which is totally fine because I talked to some really old friends. Plus I found my old photography site and updated some stuff.

I decided I'm going to stay up really late and do something artistic.
Happy Holidays!

Praying for...

SNOW DAYS!

Random lol wow

I spent three hours doing one scholarship. Funny thing was I started an essay and I swore it said MINIMUM of 500 words, but no, it said MAXIMUM. I figured that out after I type 589 words. Great, great, great! Anywho, I cut it down to 48something and then I made one essay like 50 and another like 250 haha. Diversity in numbers! Anyway the essays were all about unity, and it asked me about a candy bar lol. Doesn't sound too official. But it wassss made for girls and created by some sorority so what can I say? We finished the paper. Idk if it's coming out Friday or Monday but we'll see. I think it's a good issue. I have my column (DON'T HAVE SEX), a center section article (HPV IS BAD), and a feature article (HOMELESS TEENS). Lol that is like the main idea of each but losely. It's our sex issue so some kids will prolly read it. That's a duhhhh. Anywho THE OFFICE IS ON. Running to tv, bye.

Technology

I'm getting a new phone this weekend! Plus coming up in December, I wont have dial up anymore! Hallelujah. Haha I will be technologically updated. That makes me excited. I got to see Sam today. He's so handsome. Too bad he's really fussy and hard on Heather and Jason. It still makes me want to be a mom. I never sleep already anyway. Lol I'm happy to wait though :D

Thanksgiving

I talked to my brother today. He said he loved hearing my voice, when I was just thinking uggh I love talking to my brother haha. He is great :D He's coming for Christmas Break and we can get some dad things figured out. Krista might come too (my sister in law). And then I can bother them about me not being an aunt yet haha. I'm so excited to see my family for Thanksgiving. Heather and Jason and the new baby. And Laura and Scott. And Nita and Brad. :D yayyyyz. I love famdamnly.

Overreaction? Possibly. But, it needs to be said.

Sometimes you say things. And they just shouldn't be said. And honestly I don't think you should be thinking them. You say I move a little fast between boyfriends. Okay, yes. I'm sorry I don't sit and mourn the loss of a guy I really liked for months. Every breakup minus the retarded one we know of I have felt heartbroken over. I have struggled standing up again. I have cried my eyes out. I have gone into some of the deepest depression of my life. But after a week or two I feel like I need to move on. And I get over them, and then a month or so later I like someone else, and luckily in my case, they have liked me back. All I was talking to you about was a girl who broke up with a guy, and FOUR days later got together with another one. THAT'S SO RETARDED. Only once in my opinion (people do have opposing opinions I understand) have a moved fast. Two weeks in between guys. Yes, we've been over this multiple times in my life. Agreed. Jessica, who has traded boyfriends the quickest out of all of us, and she was sitting right next to us, was not brought up, and doesn't need to be. But we know she could have been the center of attention for that conversation. But me? Why? Shelly just got out of a year relationship, and under a month got together with another boy. And that's okay to me. It's something she needed. She likes him, so she should be with him. One main reason why I tried not to date Jared for a while was for you. Because I wanted to show my loyalty to you as a friend, because of how harshly you had judged me when I had dated Ryan and gone so quickly to Ben right after. I feel like it's a competition between you and me sometimes. I don't know if you feel I date so many guys because you haven't dated as many, or maybe when you break up with someone you have such high standards that the guy you like is someone you will never talk to or is out of your league. I say congrats to you for talking to Jordan, but do you really believe that you would ever date him? I'm sorry I fall for my guy friends. It's just something I do. We have different tastes in guys but I don't have low standards and date whoever I can. I try to be single and have liked it. I just seems like everytime I want to be single I fall for a guy. I try not to. Really. I have legitimate reasons for dating each guys I have in my high school years. And I have learned great lessons from each of them.

I feel like sometimes you bring out traits you don't like in me. We're best friends. I never tell you the things I don't like or don't understand about you. Everyone is different. And we have trouble embracing that in each other, and we get so judgemental. And it needs to stop. I don't like hearing my best friend telling me things that hurts my feelings. It isn't necessary. I love you so much, and we have so much fun together. Let's not ruin it by dwelling on stupid things that don't need to be talked about. It seems like I made a big deal out of one small thing you said, but I get little punches from you every once in a while and they end up bruising me bad. I remember every judgemental thing you say about me. If you have something that is bothering you about me, you can tell it to me, and only me. We can talk! That's what we do, alot.

OMFFFFG.

Jason flippin' Mraz is tomorrow. OMG. OMG. OMG.

Yes

I love the feeling of accomplishment. I didn't have any homework when I got home, but I practiced piano, read part of my environmental science extra credit book, got online, updated with Ellie, read a magazine, talked to Meg, and got to blog. It's a nice feeling. Tomorrow is late night and I really hope we finish this time. I hate having to go in there every free minute I have, when I could just finish it in one night. Besides, I'm hanging out with Jare on Wednesday, so I have to finish the paper Tuesday night.

I emailed my brother today. I'm glad I got to update with him. I miss him.

My bad cold needs to go away before I strangle it to death. Which would be awesome if I could do, but I can't.

Halloween

I went Trick-or-Treating with a great group of people: Meg - the crazy mortician whose cadaver blew up on her, Jess - the sexy pirate, Shelly - a girl from the 80's, David - Tigger, Jared - a hippie to match with me! We had lots of fun and got lots of candy. Jess, Jare, Jason, and I watched Saw 3 and 4 and I got sick and went home. I felt bad cause I was supposed to do community service the next morning with Jess and spend the night, but my cough was so bad and I couldn't breathe well. I needed the sleep. Saturday was Sadie's. Juno and Bleaker, well Ellie and Kwesi, and the two hippies, me and Jare, ate chili at Ellie's place and drank pina colada's and ate brownies and played Mad Gab. We went to the dance. It was fun, but there wasn't as much energy there as there usually is. After the dance Jare and I took a political quiz and spooned and watched the news. What a fun night. Today I went shopping and finished up some homework. There you go for a weekend update, I have nothing really emotional to update or any serious topics to talk about. Next week is busy, and I can't wait to see Jason Mraz on Friday. OMfreakingG.

Hey there!

I've missed you Mr.Blog. My apologies. I'll definitely start writing again. I've been so busy with band and school and AP Gov and blahblahblah. And when certain things happened that I was so frustrated about, I didn't feel like updating. But I'm going to now. I'm pretty content at the moment. I have wonderful friends, a boy I like, I'm not failing school, and Halloween is coming up.

Babysitting

Tonight it consists of blogging, going on myspace, eating other people's food, playing Wii guitar hero, playing Wii Play, and trying not to fall asleep till my cousins get home. I need to talk to them about when I'm leaving tomorrow, and then I'm going to bed. [In a bedroom with a TV and I can listen to my iPod]. I'll probably call Cody too. I'll wake up in the morning, drive home, and try to hurry for my dad to pick me up for church. It's a hard life. Lol biggest challenge is staying awake till one. I'm about ready to pass out haha.

August

Six days til my birthday and it's kind of depressing. I'm not gonna be here. I'm at journalism camp, all by myself, with no one I know, with an unknown roomate, in a unairconditioned dorm. I've been unhappy and bitchy lately, and taking it out on a certain someone. But that certain someone has been pretty harsh back. It's just a cycle (like the little green recycling icon). We'll be okay. I love that person too much to ever let them go. I'm done being a bitch anyway.

Cody Patrick Walsh

Makes me happy.

More than like... ever.
Yes.

I LOVE

Ellie and Shelly. Alot.

They have always been there for me. I had no idea how much I missed them, until I realized how long its actually been since we've hung out the three of us. Like old times. The triplets, the Three Stooges, and our most hated name of all: my three little freshmen (Becky Bova makes me wanna ralph). And they're unlike all my other friends. I mean I have many different connections, and relationships with others, but they get me. I get them. I need them, and they need me. Without any one of us, we would be incomplete. They say three isn't a good number, but it couldn't be more perfect with us.

Not only that, but I feel so lucky and so blessed to be seeing all my other friends so much lately. Today I get to see Kara and later Jess. Tomorrow I get to see Adrianna, Meg, and Cody.

Lalalalalalalah life is wonderful.

Today

Today is one of those days where everything feels so right.

Gotta love it.

I Can't Believe

how many stupid decisions you've made.
how you make me embarrassed to talk about hanging out with you.
how I don't want to tell people I'm friends with you anymore.
how you've left all of us behind for stupid sex crazed freaks.
how you just talked to me in the middle of me typing this.
how you've let yourself go that far.
how you could give away something so special.
how I still love you with all my heart.
...Please use your brain.

Yeahhh

I love my dad so much...
but he could be compared to a vegetable.
Happy Fathers Day.

Yippee!

Today I was reading my book: Poseur. And I was reading during my French final, and I laughed out loud and it was silent and kinda embarrassing. The book was talking about this rapper family and how on their xmas album there was a song Chestnuts Roasting and I Open Fire. Oh boy. That's funny.

Speaking of boys.. Cody Walsh is the shit.

:D

He never replied...

But it doesn't matter.

I have a new interest. And I shouldn't. I'm bad for it. :( EEEEEEEKKK. I should not like him, but I doodooodoooo. Nothing's gonna happen though. It's impossible lmao.

There's this boy

annnnd we used to be best friends.
We dated for a while and we fell in love.
We broke up.
We didn't talk for months.
I sent him a message two months ago, wanting to talk to him again, he was my BEST FRIEND.
He read it, but didn't reply.
I just sent another one, it was better I think in word choice.
I reallly, realllllly hope that he replies. Really. I miss him so much it's unbelievable.

Paris Unit

La Place de la Concorde:
Largest square in all of Paris, Next to the American Embassy, Thousands of people were guillotined here.
La Musee d'Orsay:
Was originally a train station, Art from La Louvre was moved here, 19th century art located inside.
Hotel des Invalides/Dome Church:
Has a gold top, Napolean's tomb is located here, Now is a veteran's hospital.
L'lle de la Cite:
Where the city of Paris started (With Parisii tribe), Ceaser once visited here, There are underground streets and artifacts here from Ancient France.
Le Pont Neuf:
Oldest Bridge in Paris, Started in 1578, 1st stone bridge without houses on it.
La Tour Eiffel:
Built by Gustae Eiffel, Has three levels, Can fit 800 people on top, uses 60 tons of paint when repainted.
La Conciergerie:
Oldest prison in France, Marie Antionette was held here, Businesses are now located inside.
La Sacre Coeur:
A catholic cathedral, on top of a hill, Two business men who built it "put their hearts in to it" - Their hearts were cut out and placed in the walls of the church, Summer nights on the steps host parties and music scenes.
Le Moulin Rouge:
Can-can was rumored to originate here (wasn't - just made famous here), It's in the 9th District, or the red-light district, It is a dance hall.
Le Grande Arche de la Defence:
Built for the bicenntenial in 1989 (along with opera house, and louvre pyramid), All the three arches of france line-up, Rock concerts are held underneath.
Versailles:
Built by Louis the 14th (almost made France go bankrupt), Angry mob stormed this place to capture Marie Antionette and Louis the 16th, Largest palace in France.
Les Halles:
Outdoor mall, No ceiling, Has shops, fountains, and restraunts.
La Sorbonne:
University of Paris, Oldest in France, Has lots of riots/strikes going on at the moment.
Une Epicerie:
A grocery store, Spend here instead of tourist markets, Every neighborhood has one.
Le Louvre:
Pyramid was put here for 200th anniversary of the revolution, Houses the Mona Lisa, Largest museum in all of Europe.
Beaubourg/Pompidou:
French hate this building, Museum for modern art, The building was built "inside-out"
Les Bouquinistes:
You can buy, sell and trade books here, Permanently attatched next to the river, Good place to buy postcards.
La Place Vendome:
Ritz Hotel, Collumn in front has Napolean's statue on top, Princess Diana spent her last night here.
L'Opera Garnier:
The "phantom" lives here, there is a lake located underneath, Mostly used for ballet.
Les Arrondisements:
20 districts, 1-4 expensive, 5-7 cheaper, 9 red-light, 18 hill and church.
Jardin des Tuileries:
Formal garden/park, Was the king's garden, Has a large pond where children place boats.
La Bastille:
Once was a prison (rumored once in, never came out), A mass of people burned down the building which started the French Revolution, A monument is put in to place in memory of those who died.
Le Palais de Luxembourg:
French Senate works here, Built originally for Marie de Medicis, Luftwaffe (German air force) stayed here, under the gardens are bomb shelters.
L'Eglise de la Madeleine:
Built by Napolean, A church built for Mary Magdeline, Amazing pasty shop across the corner from it.
L'Assemblee Nationale:
Louis the 14th built it for his daughter, WWII Nazi Headquarters, French Parliment is here.
L'Hotel de Ville:
City council meets, Mayor of Paris lives here, originally had public hangings and people were quartered and drawn here.
La Sainte Chapelle:
Louis the 9th built and brought pieces from the Crusades back here, lower level was for the peasants, while the upper level was for the rich, Surrounded at the top with stained glass with 1,200 stories from the bible.
L'Opera Bastille:
Built for the bicenntenial, Can seat 2,700 people, much like Spokane's Opera house.
L'Arc de Triomphe:
Napolean built this for his troops, Tomb of the unknown soilder is located here, Hitler marched under to show French that they were triumphed over in WWII.
Le Pantheon:
Famous dead people are here, Victor Hugo, Madame Curie.
Montmartre:
The "mount of marders", It is the artist hang-out, You can get self-portraits done here.
Notre Dame:
Built high to be closer to god, Gargoyles are there to scare away evil spirits and are also water spouts for when it rains, Victor Hugo wrote the hunchback of notre dame to make church popular again.
Le Palais de Chaillot:
Has 4 museums and a theatre, Built for French exhibition in 1937, Is a good place to take a picture of the eiffel tower.

Just a little information on famous french monuments. I have this unit in French class, and this helped me study. Hopefully some of this was interesting to all of you.

Iron and Wine

Makes me think, hard//
Please remember me, fondly.

First Post

Blogging: It's a first for me.
I want to shout out to the world, and become a better writer. I thought it would be a nice attempt.