finally

my dad told me last week he didn't know what he would do without me.
and today he told me he's so happy when i'm around.
everything i've asked for in the past year has come true. he's better. and i know he loved me when he wasn't. but to know how much he loves and needs me now, is the happiest i've felt in years.

you know what's bitchin?

divine order.

ya well

i'll bring it up.. eventually.

i wish

i had my own place.
and could stay out as late as i wanted.
and return in any condition i wanted hah.

i looove

catching up with people i haven't talked to in forever.
cause i just freakin' love humans.
<3

Mead Band

I never thought I would miss you.
I was sooo tired of band and the immaturity and ready to get out of high school. I didn't enjoy you to my full potential. But I guess that made it easier to say goodbye. But I'm making up for it now. Seeing Mead play and seeing all the kids and the great atmosphere there, ugggh that was just an amazing time in my life. I truly appreciate now. And it's not too late to do that.

sometimes

i wish i found that guy.

but then i think...
you are way too busy. and you are way to happy.
i like that thought.