I Can't Believe

how many stupid decisions you've made.
how you make me embarrassed to talk about hanging out with you.
how I don't want to tell people I'm friends with you anymore.
how you've left all of us behind for stupid sex crazed freaks.
how you just talked to me in the middle of me typing this.
how you've let yourself go that far.
how you could give away something so special.
how I still love you with all my heart.
...Please use your brain.